Sarah Ruth Ashcraft


Survivor of Ritual Abuse, Mind Control, Child Porn, and Sex Trafficking. Philosopher by education. Truth warrior by divine command. 

The Great United States of America
Joined November 2015
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    For ease of reference, and to kind of gather everything in one place, in the rest of these comments I’m going to re-post all of my unrolled threads and voat links, as well as anything I’ve already written that seems relevant.


  2. I appreciate everyone’s support & compassion. Thank you for offering words of advice. The very best & most helpful thing any of y’all can do for me right now is PRAY. Pray for healing, resolution, & justice for me & . Pray for intercession so they can’t abuse us anymore.

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    …I wonder how much of that blood was a cannibal commodity and how much was for legitimate testing? Welcome to the subtle world of modern cannibalism.

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    …muttered ‘concern’ as well. My heart rate climbed higher and higher. My mother had died from this illness when I was 7. I was SO TERRIFIED that I would die too. Immediately after this test I was brought to the blood test lab and they drew I believe 18 vials of blood…

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    When I was fourteen years old I was brought to Columbia Presbyterian children’s hospital for screening, as my family has illness in it & the other children at home were ill. They put me through a highly stressful ECG (tech kept making sounds of ‘concern’ & brought in a doc who…

  6. Thus, I have exactly ZERO tolerance for willful agitation. Stress exists in life, and learning how to healthfully manage stressors is part of my work on this path. But I refuse to allow anyone to insert poison into my body via my mind any more.

  7. I even stopped talking to my sisters & my dad MONTHS before I began remembering the abuse, simply because being around any of them for any amount of time made me so anxious I would vomit & be down for the count for days after. I literally developed an allergy to my “family”

  8. The body tells the truth. The psyche is a powerful creator of reality, internally. “We are defined by how WE define our reality.” This is my reality.

  9. This is why, when these waves of coordinated attacks swell, I REFUSE to feel any fear, doubt, shame, or guilt. I recognize it for what it is: aimed only at making me harm my own body through my fight/flight overreaction that THEY created in me so they could EAT it.

  10. The cult desperately wants me to abuse myself for them, but I take my healing very seriously. I’m constantly striving to improve, even when it hurts or brings me to tears. I rebuke any & all things that contribute to my feeling sick. I HONOR MY BODY when it tells me what it needs

  11. When each doctor I saw made it clear that modern medicine doesn’t understand or know how to treat my “medical condition” I decided that SELF HEALING was my best option. I now consider the word “healthy” to be neither noun nor adjective, but a COMMAND: Heal Thy (self, mind, body).

  12. In the end, God wins. Good wins. The TRUTH always prevails eventually. I would rather die than live in a world where I have to join them in gaslighting my own body into denying the truth of what I experienced. The choice to is a survival imperative now.

  13. The theft is irreplaceable. There is no way to “make whole” again what has been broken. And if it wasn’t enough already, I am STILL dealing with abuse & TERRORISM by this cult. They won’t be satisfied until I’m dead or give up. They have zero respect for me or my life/health.

  14. Despite all I’ve done to isolate myself from further abuse, regain functioning, & heal to the best of my ability, I still have to take muscle relaxers & pain killers & supplements, as well as use & wear a lot of assistive devices just to get through daily life. My body is BROKEN.

  15. I no longer wear animal print & never will again. I’m not your FOOD, cannibals. who eat human flesh, blood, and CSF. They are DECEIVERS.

  16. Y’all ready for some ? The mascot for EDS is a ZEBRA, a prey animal that is hunted/eaten by Lions. The cannibal cult often refers to themselves as Lions. They tricked me into FLAGGING myself as a cult victim/food by donning zebra print (like a good beta slave).

  17. I was unaware of the abuse, so I fully believed everything I was experiencing was due to my complex medical condition (EDS 3, Chiari, Dysautonomia, Gastroparesis, etc etc). I began researching & sharing information about these conditions as part of my healing process.

  18. In the year that followed, I lost so much weight and was basically couch bound. During our last vacation together, my ex husband took me to the FL Keys, I was about 120lbs by that time in Feb 2016. That summer, I left him & moved back to my mom’s house. I thought I was dying.

  19. In May 2015 my (now ex) husband & his parents took me to Cannes, France during the film festival (where he & his family fed off me & I became VERY sick the 1st night there; I’m also missing 1 day from that trip in my memory). We got a puppy the day we returned. I was 150 lbs then

  20. I underwent an enormity of testing & treatment, which cost more than $130K in 2015-2016 between out of pocket expenses & things covered by insurance. TMJ appliance & Jaw MRI June 2015, spinal injection April 2015, Sleep study November 2015. It seemed never ending. I was desperate

  21. Ding Ding Ding What they did isn’t just cannibalistic, is PARASITIC. I was their “host”