Never Give Up Part 1 is the autobiography of svali, a survivor of ritual abuse and mind control. In it, she describes what it is like to grow up as a child in a cult programming facility, and her relationships with both the programmers and her peers. This book describes her memories of the years between birth and age 14, years when structural foundations and beliefs are instilled in a young child, until it ends with the author’s marriage to Satan. While this book is graphic and detailed in its descriptions, it can provide a unique glimpse into how one well-funded, organized occult group – the Jesuit Order – programs its children with a lifetime impact into the adult years.